haha here i go again...

...so, if you scroll down you will read my ol post about guys being so confusing

well, ive spent the afternoon talking to my x, who is still a friend despite whats gone on. ANYWAY, i was telling him how my now boyfriend decided to make me cry last night, then shout at me for crying.

aparently im not affectionate enough, and even though i think im trying to be, im not. and im also cold, and no more fun.

Without getting into too much details, certain activities are proving difficult due to what could be Endometriosis, and although giving in and putting myself through agony to make him happy, to me is good enough, when i say no he strops cause im no fun. which may be why he said im 'cold' towards him.
im an extremely soppy loving person lol, my ex said i was overly soppy and loving, loved to cuddle hold hands sweet nothings and just be my usual happy hyper giddy childlike self lol. im very phyical, i like to stroke and hold and ill play with his hair n kiss his next etc, kiss his back at night etc etc i kiss him lovingly and randomly. mostly teasingly lol

but he still thinks im not affectionate enough, but saying 'i love you' means nothing if i say it more than once a day...im sorry i say it when i get that high happy loving feeling, it annoys him.

he says he affectionate towards me all the time, but i cant remember when he last held me, or he made me feel special (apart from when i ASK for him to 'make love' to me), hes never told me he loves me or anything. if i ask him he gets moody - "you know im not like that".

so, the guy who refuses to be emotionally connected to me is moaning that im not affectionate enough.


Any ideas of what i am doing wrong? lol

advice please! all mean and nice comments welcome! lol

You are not doing anything from except being totally subservient and controlled by a chauvinist. My advice, get rid, and fast, you deserve better.

half those words i dont understand lol
subservient - is that submissive?
chauvinist?